Monday, August 30, 2010

Demons

In the past couple of year,s I have let my demons out, unleashed them on my life, just to cause pain and suffering. It is time now for me to get back the control. If I cannot kill the demons, I am going to torture them so much to make them weak, like starving tigers. Enough with all the drama and wishful thinking, time to go back to what I was, a self-hating, self-loathing, anti-social, aggressive, competitive bastard. There never was, and never will be, anything lovable about me. It is all a rotten wound that has to be kept hidden deep down, away from outside eyes.

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