Friday, June 03, 2005


Can I claim that my knowledge of my self is intrinsically different from other people knowledge of "my self".

How do I find out about my emotions, desires, ...? Is it different from how other people find out about my emotions, desires, ...

I think the answer is "No" and it represent itself as an impossibility theorem!

There is no way of "knowledge" except of an outside observer, even toward our selves!

Question: then what really defines "self"? Maybe our control over it ... this is related to another theorem!!!!

Tuesday, May 10, 2005


We did not hear the news:
What could have gone so wrong?
We could not hear the news
We could not speak their language

Wednesday, May 04, 2005


Is there a greater sin than not enjoying the moment?

(Isn't this too cheesy/redundant/un-original???? Well it is not fake, and that is all matters)

2012-10-01: It is about being with the moments rather than enjoying them necessarily, sometimes you have to stay with pain!


Here is the secret shrine
for thoughts of uncommited sins

Wednesday, April 27, 2005


Can we really communicate our experiences?

I am not sure, in fact, I am very pessimistic.

It seems contradictory to me: To the extent that "experience" should be "experienced" how can it be passed through words?

The implications are drastic!

Friday, April 08, 2005

First Theorem

There is no certainty except for death --- finality

..... All other expression should have a "probabilistic" form

Although this is very cheesy, but this statement is inherently inconsistent

The best way to scape "inconsistency" is to add "uncertainty"

......... every statement of import is highly probable to contain an uncertain element

Sunday, April 03, 2005


I am running out of ideas to enjoy my life. Well, at some point you realize that materialistic approach to "joy" is ultimately hopeless!!!!! (For stuoid people: booze and drugs and other healthy approaches)

Then, I realize that you get a lot of pleasure from finishing things ... and I am thinking that maybe it can work as an effective anti-depressant!

Wednesday, March 30, 2005


There are very few moments
that you "realize" something

you find out
"realizing" is worth "nothing"

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

What is common between film and blog?

I cannot write in my blog
Every time I think about writing
I get a feeling

It is very similar to the feeling
you get when you have rented a movie
but you cannot watch it

And you end up watching a stupid TV program

Friday, February 25, 2005

Being popular

I had "ONE" comment on a previous post of mine. I feel overwhelmed and too self-conscious. I think I should quit writing because of the increasing pressure that I feel upon my shoulders to maintain an interesting and meaningful web-log for all you people who want to know me and understand me: Now I realize how famous people should have lived their lives under such pressure!

No ... popularity is not my style

Thursday, February 24, 2005

I am learning ...

Most, if not all, smart people know that there is an easy way to do anything ... well, almost anything. I cannot figure why I did not know this before. I have been told to be more this way: to find the easy ways.

I have been trying this approach in the past few days on one issue (sorry, cannot tell you more) and it seems to be working.

Moral conclsuion: Don't make the life harder than it is already!

Preface --- stupid people

There should be a statistics for the ratio of web-logs that are left unfinished: My estimate is 90% or more!

Since all my "impossibility theorems" are probably less than 10 in number, I have to find something to put in between.

Personal diary does not work: I have a dull life. Actually, I am not a good observer, otherwise, there are interesting things in all lives.

However, I am a very deep person. So I can "publish" my advices for you poor souls. Or better, you can ask questions and I will try to answer them in my best capacity.

What else ....

I can also write my wild imaginations and fanancies. I wonder if anybody has thought of this function for web-log. People are stupid, so I am probably the first to discover this. I can substitute these notes for actually implementing them in reality. Well, "implementing" ideas is a very tedious process, so what could be better than "publishing" them. Maybe supid people who cannot come up with original ideas read them and implement them. This will save both of us.

That seems enough ... but I have an excellent tase in film (movies), It is a pitty not to share them with other, mostly stupid, people who cannot decide what is best for them.


Well, I am just testing that the whole thing is working properly. No theorems yet!

IT'S NOT ...

.. ``It's not your spread, and it's not how strong you are, and it's not how fast you are, because you have all those thing...